Sometimes I think I'm the biggest coward ever. I don't have the courage to change things for myself. I used to believe in 'god's plans' but I came to realize whatever that seemed to be laid out smoothly in front of me is often the worst plan. I fought hard for the best things that has happened to me so far. Unfortunately the motivation to fight has never been my strong trait.

i am a hong kong foodie

Hellooo i haven't been updating my blog for a while. That's cos i've been TOO BUSY HAVING FUN IN HONG KONG AND SAN FRANCISCO WOOHOOOOO it's been such a fulfilling trip that it almost felt like i was on holiday. Even stress DURING work was minimal. I had the best chief and nicest set of crew who got along with each other really well =D That's something that i can only wish for and not expect.

As i said i had one of the best trips ever. Managed to get cute lingerie from Victoria's Secret, a Kate Spade cosmetic pouch, my favourite egg tarts from 泰昌饼家 that katherine told me about, and best of all my favouritest combo of 烧鹅饭+许刘山's never-ending supply of mangoes and glutinous rice balls. I even chanced upon Jay Chou's new album on it's first day of release and split the cost with my friend who only wanted to rip the music. Life can't get any better than this.

But wait! It does! Cos today i officially booked my flat at Queenstown. 34th floor SkyTerrace facing the sea (ok just a bit) with full length windows (my dream!!) and dilys and ah tiao as my neighbours yay! I'm sure i'll start to find more familiar faces as my neighbours cos it seemed like many people i know applied for this estate.

I know i'm like so haolian now bragging and bragging but this is one of the few moments that i actually feel happy and contented about my life so just LET ME BRAG.

looking at a life that was never what i wanted

You know how when you were young you've always envisioned how your life would be? Some girls wanted to have a dozen kids. Some see themselves as one of those strong careered woman CEO type. Some just know they want a husband who resembles Brad Pitt. I do too, know how i want to lead my life and how it should be. But the future staring at me in the face now is hardly similar. I might be well-to-do, staying in a nicely furnished flat in a centrally located plot of land. People would admire how delightful my apartment is, and marvel at how well we plan our 'investments'. I would however probably be alone most of the time, childless, wondering where the last 10years have gone, or worse regretting conceding to spending these 10years the way i never wished to.

I dunno if i will be happy.

had a relatively good day

It's a good day today cos my regular transport auntie gave me 2 facial masks from her Korea trip. Heeheehee. 
And i'm meeting 2 of my best friends for dinner tomorrow :) Also looking forward to the long string of off days i managed to get by giving away work to others, cutting my allowances $$$$$ at the same time but i don't care NO WORK = HAPPINESS.  My bond is officially up i can quit my job now!!! But i'll stay for now cos i still need the money $$$. Plus i can give away work anytime if i need rest > $$$

God when will i strike lottery.